Saturday 16 October 2010

Trust me, this is me growing up !!

I'm not quite sure why, but i'm major chuffed i've got science GCSE's next month... makes me feel so much more mature. And i've gotta be fair... i'm pretty immature ! I'm immature by trying to be mature, at my age (14) we all try and act older than we are. The truth is i DON'T know everything, and i DON'T want everything either. I make mistakes, and i admit them too. Thats enough for now, the rest i don't care about, i act the way i act because thats who i am, not because i'm some know it all teenager. There is nothing wrong with that, if i change anymore than i already have, it will be because i want to, not because you expect me too. And to be completely honest i don't want to change. I like myself the way i am, I read books, i revise for fun, i like taking pictures of random tree's and things i think are pretty,i listen to hundreds of different bands that probably all sound the same, i design clothes and i even sometimes write poetry, i watch anime on the internet, i have over 40 subscriptons on youtube and i spend my time drawing pokemon and learning japanese. You may think that all this is me trying to be different, and deep down even i think you are right. But i love all that stuff, its who i am... yes i know its the most dorky list of things to do ever but i wouldnt change any of it. Yes !! i am immature, i know i am, and i probably try really hard to act older without even realizing it at times. But don't expect me to change much over the next few years. This IS me growing up, the only thing thats ever going to change about me is my hieght (hopefully)!!

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