Trust me, this is me growing up !!

I'm not quite sure why, but i'm major chuffed i've got science GCSE's next month... makes me feel so much more mature. And i've gotta be fair... i'm pretty immature ! I'm immature by trying to be mature, at my age (14) we all try and act older than we are. The truth is i DON'T know everything, and i DON'T want everything either. I make mistakes, and i admit them too. Thats enough for now, the rest i don't care about, i act the way i act because thats who i am, not because i'm some know it all teenager. There is nothing wrong with that, if i change anymore than i already have, it will be because i want to, not because you expect me too. And to be completely honest i don't want to change. I like myself the way i am, I read books, i revise for fun, i like taking pictures of random tree's and things i think are pretty,i listen to hundreds of different bands that probably all sound the same, i design clothes and i even sometimes write poetry, i watch anime on the internet, i have over 40 subscriptons on youtube and i spend my time drawing pokemon and learning japanese. You may think that all this is me trying to be different, and deep down even i think you are right. But i love all that stuff, its who i am... yes i know its the most dorky list of things to do ever but i wouldnt change any of it. Yes !! i am immature, i know i am, and i probably try really hard to act older without even realizing it at times. But don't expect me to change much over the next few years. This IS me growing up, the only thing thats ever going to change about me is my hieght (hopefully)!!

DOC MARTIN'S ARE FOR PEOPLE WHO APRECIATE THEM !!!!

I hate it when people try and follow trends that have absolutely NOTHING to do with them !! I mean come on... i've already been put off jumpsuits for the rest of my life because of SOME people, and i'm only 14... i've hopefully got a LOT of life left. DOC'S ARE FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE INTO ROCK MUSIC (or somehow fit into the sort of Rocker/Punk/Indie scene). You don't see me running around in henleys hoodies and stuff. And another thing... Don't just buy them because they are cool, buy them because you like them, and your actually gonna wear them. And i'd just like to make this clear, if they are from new look...they are not doc's... they are boots !!!

Fashion =]

Fashion is pretty much all that matters to me apart from my friends, family && music(of course, can't forget about the music). If i couldn't go shopping or even read a fashion magazine every week, i'd probably have a breakdown. My fashion sense is a little... different. I lovee almost every single item of clothing i own, I know that a lot of people laugh at the clothes i wear but at the end of the day i'd rather wear something i loved and be laughed at than wear something that i don't like to please others. I like how i dress, and i know that being unique is a good thing. I mean i'm not that unique, i do actually wear clothes that are "in" but i like to think i'm making it my own(probably not). If i see to many people wearing something then i wouldn't buy it, i hate looking like everyone else. Just like i hate it when people wear the same clothes as me. Which is hard to avoid when your favourite shops are New look, Blue Bannana and H&M. From my experience, the best thing to do is experiment with different looks until you find something you love, when you do stick too it. my wardrobe basicly cosists of vintage looking floral prints, big chunky plastic jewellery, high heel ankle boots, Extra short shorts && retro t-shirts. Mabey a few other unique peices too but thats basicly it. I also wear a lot of black pumps with my denim shorts or jeans. I lovee my clothes, i can't live without them. I'm one hell of a shopaholic, i'm probably going to be in a lot of debt when i'm older but oh well, at least i'll have style. So a little advice . First of all confidence, if you don't feel confident in what your wearing, don't wear it. People will notice, trust me i've been there. Another thing is try different shops everytime you go shopping. In your local shopping center there are probaly a lot of very cute clothes stores your friends have never even heard of, you'll feel so much better knowing nobody is wearing the same clothes as you. And the one of the most important things that you must never forget is quality, look at things before you buy them. think is this worth the money before i spend it, if the answer is no then look elsewhere. Sure a lot of shops sell really nice clothes but then only a handful of them sell really nice good quality clothes. Its better to spend £40 on a dress on a well made dress that will last a long time than £10 on a dress thats going to fall apart after you've only wore it a few times.

-Louise

shelley :D

Shelley pratten is one of the most AWESOME people in the world, i love her to bits. she hardly ever cheeses me off. And she's always there for me. And best of all she puts up with me when i do random stuff. and trust me, i do a lot of random stuff, well not really. I'm just a normal person, who likes coffee. and she respects me for that. shelley is like the only one of my friends who listens to vampire weekend (who i absolutely ADORE) amongst other amazing bands. she has amazing taste in music and fashion, which is something i judge people on a lot. thats another thing she doesn't mind when i get all judgemental and start slagging off peoples outfits, which is good. cuz i do it a lot. and i'm not just saying all this nice stuff cuz she's sitting right next to me, she's actually quite a good friend, i quite like her. yup

-Louise

Waay tooo early !!x

I got up a tad early this morning, 6:00. I usually do this, i get up at like 6 and then i can't get back to sleep. If i could just get back into bed and sleep again i would but its just not that easy and right now my bedroom is soo cold that i feel like i'm gonna freeze. I really want to turn the heating on but i don't know how. I mean i shouldn't be cold its july !!!! I mean do you seriousley wanna get me started on the weather, its absolutely lush, LOL jk I live in in friggin Britain !!

-Louise

Spellinggg, Perverts && mouthy chavs

Don't you all lovee how i spell stuff. I put likee loads of unnecessary letters on the end of almost every word !!, must annoy youu all to death. I just realized that today :o. anyways to the real point of todays post. There are a lot of very very very (could go for a while) very very (k i'll stop now) wierd peoples in this world, okay mabey just in bargoed. But like i said very very very wierd. today i was just walking through town with my buddy Kate minding my own business when we were randomly and very very rudely interrupted by some random freaky old guy with majorly long curly hair and a hat on ( yeah i like describing people okay, dont judge mee !). He must of been pissed or something cuz he told us that we looked very sexy todaay, i mean why today of all days we look sexy all the time ( naah we dun love ourselves that much ). it was freeaky, why couldnt he have been 13 and really hot and not old and... pervertish. Anyway that was that, nothing really happened in town then, no moree randomm compliments until we got to gilfach. where we were very very very rudely harassed by peoples we actually knew, they were telling my buddy kate that she needed to grow up, when kate was just minding her own business, and then they had the cheek to say that she was hanging, how can she be hanging when an old guy said she was sexy, i mean come on its just norr on is it !! and i en being funny but tha girl looked she could use a bit of surgery or if she carn afford tha mabey even a tiny bit of makeup would help, or mabey even some decent clothes would help, i mean i know i can be a bit of a fashion snob at times but i mean nobody likes a chav who thinks they are fashionable. Okaay mabey i am a big fashion snob !!! but at least i dun go around wearing mckenzie trackies with bench hoodies with my stomach hanging out, just saying people... just saying !!x

- Louisee && Katee

Facebook ????

Look do we have to pay for it or not, i'm confuzeed. I mean i dun really care about not going on it, i've never liked facebook. I mean its useful but i don't see why people go on it all the time. I much prefer things like blogger, formspring and twitter. waaay better tbh !!x

-louise